i'm always known to live up to my own expectations. and when i didnt manage to live up..i feel like im a total failure. Good thing there's self-help books and magazines.
I used to rely on someone whenever i had that feeling. he simply make my mind at ease. but now he's no longer to be seen or heard. miss him alot thou.
Anyway.. anyway..i dunno wat to say.. so much things in my mind.
i wanna take a breather. bye.