Thanks to my sis, Lina Juliana
for her creativity and of coz surrendering her Sony Ericsson S700i to me without any doubt!
::it will get better in time ::
Friday, June 06, 2008
i had a good chat with my fren earlier on. it wasnt much a surprise what she told me. I knew she will make a choice in the end.
its true love is about two people...but its not when marriage is concern. when u marry the guy..you marry the family too. in malay context..you need 'restu' from ur parents to marry the person u love, so hopefully...everything will go smooth sailing.
i know its not an easy choice for my gal to make. eventually, she did. I make the same choice too. despite knowing we both are lucky enough to get great, nice guys...who willing to change for the better.
of course there were moments of happiness..the days when you make me feel comfortable in my own skin. sadly..i just feel something was missing. something that doesnt make me feel complete when im with you.
it was selfish of me when i know ur trying to change. but still..you are who you are. you will still be you and nothing can change that personality of urs. bcoz that is wat separates you from the millions of people.
i guess...i just cant tolerate anymore. maybe the time isnt right yet. if there's fate..den we will be together.. maybe..just maybe.
