honestly, i feel like im deprived of not having much social interactions. To be exact...close-distant frens social interactions. Although i do keep in touch wif my besties and nonis on their whereabouts..(cheh..i sound like cop) hahah... its like something is missing. Hmm..guess that time of month is coming. Dats y i sound so depressing. Ok that's crap zizah..
Eversince join the teaching force.. ok fine.. relief teaching force.. its like..um.. expected? Despite being an untrained teacher..i managed to input info to the students brain. Past experience being a prefect and hanging out with different kinds of people were useful too. Good thing i have a sister who is a teacher.. so can get some freaking tips on how to engage students on such a boring subject... and what's that? History!
And yeah..i be also doing CPA. dah mengajar pon. but i simply the assisting teacher. I heard the main tcher leaving this july. Goodness.. am i the one who have to cover her duties when she's gone? .....
ok lets now talk about the school, environment...and prolly the people.
i have to share...well you see.. it feels unsafe keeping to myself. dont ask me y.
the students are fine. lower sec are simply the cheekiest, upper sec are juz hilarious! Its also a great atmosphere to be in. Wenever i step in the upper sec classes..it really brings myself back to the fond memories of the goodness in secondary school. But its a different feeling for the lower sec. I feel like im in charge.
The staffs were okay too.. some teachers make the effort to get to know me. thats sweet of them. but my relief collegue leaving today. im gonna be so alone. and i hate the fact that im sitting at a workspace beside the gossip queen. hurhur. dont u juz hate it wen ur presence just dont really welcome by them? Its only that stupid row. The trainee tcher on my right is somewhat un-happening. Around me are veterans. Other teachers are fine. I do get along quite well with the admin staff, teacher assistants..security guards, makcik stall.. aunty cleaner..
sigh. seriously..i really dont feel like im being myself. like duh. its work. have to work professionally mah...kan kan cikgu azizah?! 
