i was taking out my folder on certificates and also my previous report books. I simply had to give myself a smile. Kinda proud of my achievements. And whats dat? The certs that congratulate me on my leadership and drama. Lol!
Then came this report book. Haha..i see myself being so unbalanced throughout my pri and sec sch journey. Well..what to do... Someday you are up, someday you are down. Yeah right zizah...wat nonsense! Got this particular assessment. I got this average score for my overall exam results in sec 3, despite the E8 in my combined humanities. (Hmm...i dunno why like this happen...guess we often change teachers that time and im not used to it) Anyway, it was a 'subject shock' for me when the results for my sec 4 first semester came out (i tink i expected it already) I had FIVE F9 out of seven subjects. Looking back, i recall the time when my sec 1 form teacher came up to me and said,"Azizah, knapa byk sgt F9 ni. Stakat Malay jer pass..ni tak boleh ni..." I wonder how he know my results. Must be that TGC-Teacher's Gossip Corner!
Actually, i dont really feel bad about my grades as I know i was doing badly and i had to because i simply cant keep up with the school pace and had to follow my own. So yeah, came the time where self learning starts, i and Deedle chiong all the way. (self-study babe...ader private tutor lagi and dats Deedle lah..hehe..) Alhamdulilah, L1R4 from pathetic '35' to O Level '18'. I say i done my best.
Sigh....i think i really have a strong calling to go back sec school this time around for visiting(and Dee if ur reading this...pls make sure that im goin). Miss the teachers alot.
