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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

hey Dee...after the argument thing, i felt so bad because he just leave the msn without sayin bye...plus he did not pick up my calls n answer my message. so, like u said before, my "bakat terpendam" dat is writing poem pon mulalah. so i write a poem for him...it may sound crap but to me, da meaning is there lah...so here it goes

Our friendship started with smileys all over,
I even wished this happiness will stay forever.
But now, everything doesn't seem like before,
Because I could hear our very own 'roar'.


I'm sorry if I have hurt you from what I have said
Didn't have the intention to make you feel that way.
Now, I am feeling somewhat lost!
It's such a waste to lose someone that really 'costs'.


Is there any way I can make things become better?
So that neither of us feeling so bitter.
I really wish to see us smile again,
Happiness is what we should really gain.


Therefore, Terence will you accept my apology,
Although I haven't master my sociology.
Hence, please give me a sign to tell me what's in your mind,
After reading this 'lovely' poem of mine...


The end


P.S: And by the way, thanks for being there for me
I never had a friend who can lend their ear for free!!




well, guess wat he said?! he told me that i shouldnt waste my time doing this as he's not worth it. (aper seh! its my choice lah...y is he feelin so low down?!) n there were no THANK U...until i ask 4 it which i noe he's not being sincere...(sigh!) i dunno..maybe its me..maybe im too emo? i dunno..shud i be mean to him next time? or juz close one eye n make myself believe dat these didnt really happen...i dunno


im kinda unsatisfied..reeaallly! i dont really ask a big return from him...a smile or a thank u is enough for me to show dat he really appreciate me. but this.......aiyoh! i guess i had enough of givin my part...i rather give my frenship to someone/people dat appreciate. like u..for instance!

Zizie wants to be treated like sugar at 1:12 AM
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