Have anyone ever tell you to write a thesis statement? Coz i required to do so and somehow it uses alot of my brain power, that i felt i rather write my death statement instead. Cheh! Hmm..if death statement..i would say..
To whom it may concern
I hereby give my possesions to so and so
You may have the right to sell my possesions so and so
And get the profit to earn so and so
Lastly, let death do us apart.
Hah.
Anyway...life can be such a rollercoaster ride isnt it?! Its a good thing you dont need to pay any fee for the rides. Well, one day ur in high spirit and smile like u never smile before...the next thing u know u will be whining, frowning, worrying or anything ends with -ing. Sometimes i myself dont understand my own feelings..i mean..are the feelings i had...have the same connection between my heart and my mind. I dunno.
And which intuition should i follow? The heart or mind? Again, i dunno.
It be interesting if i get to know the answers. Its sounds rather scientific to me. But, (yawn)...i think i dont bother finding it out.
-That's another bad behaviour that most of us have..which is to delay something you had in mind or just plain ignorant about the subject though. Then when you feel you really need it, you will go and search it or do it. (yet..it all depends on the situation though. Delaying something can be a good thing though)
As what i have in mind now, i felt that i didnt appreciate many people who keeps on giving unconditional love to me without myself or even themselves realising it. Then when they are long gone, that is where i started to look for them, to thank them for being there, and whatever emotional feelings that i wanna let it out to them. But if im unlucky...i guess i'll be sensing the term 'Too Late'. So, to my beloved families and friends (and some strangers...)...i thank you for being there- in or out, up or down. I really do appreciate ur caring-ness, loving-ness and perhaps sweet-ness. I might not say it out loud, i might not say it at all...still...im writing here so that i can keep an evidence that i actually did and still appreciate ur small or big or long or short help. (Cheh! now i sound like as thou i won an award lak! hehe..) So, i guess thats all i can think of...May Allah bless u all!
