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Monday, September 26, 2005

Im so in dillema!Im feelin so f**ked up!Wahal im at home doing juz da normal chores.Well,it all started when somebody's daughter is taking her o level this year.

Honestly,im really confused and seriously dunno where im heading to?I recall talkin to Aiz about wat school to go after the 'O's.It was difficult deciding though.We didnt really thought about it.Plus,we didnt have much time dat time to survey the poly's.We decided that JC will be the best.Seriously.I know u might be thinking that i want poly,poly,poly...but no.Because i still unsure of my capabilities,unsure what i want to work as.

Well,results came out and i didnt get to JC by 3points.My teacher was rather sad that i didnt make because she knows that i do want to go JC if i have the chance.But then again,i always have a back-up plan.My L1R4 satisfied me and so i thought i really can go into that education-chilcare teaching thingy.I damn,damn want that course and really thought i can get through.Sadly,its Dragon baby competition year!I didnt thought that other dragon babies are smart as me and do share the same thinking.

So much for hoping.I got this sickening product design course that until now i dont know why i choose it.I did tried so hard in getting VSC before entering poly but sorry...no more seats left!

Now,im stuck.

Is it worth it spending 3 years of your life doing man's stuff...u noe like carpenter.And at the end of it,finding yourself asking what to do next.

So,should i work?But as what?Does your portfolio up to the standard for u to be a product designer?Is there vacancy for me to work as a designer with all the Dragon babies looking for work at the same time?Will what i learnt in 3 years time benefits me in the future?Do i have enough money for a degree?Isnt it a waste of time if i learn design but i teach ABC for a living?

Some people thinks that i might be a teacher one day...with my so low-down marks?Hurhur...

Honestly,im not sure what i want to be.A teacher,news reporter,army clerk,businesswoman,designer,actress or simply plain housewife? (oh no...i might be a great bibik at home but hurhur...stayin at home...after marriage...hurhur)

I dunno.

Zizie wants to be treated like sugar at 4:46 PM
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